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wondering around the streets on a saturday night, i was looking for some friends and something fun to do. i checked out the cinemas, because i knew they were having a movie sleepover night thing and i probably would find some people i know to hang out with. i saw some, but didn't really want to socialise with them, so i sat down by myself in a cosy corner, as some lady put on a lame 80's steve martin movie. a random girl kept snuggling up to me which i thought was rather strange, but i didnt want to be mean and tell her to get off, so i just ignored it and returned minimal speech when she spoke to me. i noticed during the movie someone had sparked, i could smell the devine aroma. it was a bunch of leb boys from my school, i think adam taleb and his gang. i leant over to them and asked for a drag but they said they didnt have much. i snatched what was left of their baby joint and tried to smoke it, but there were right, it was pretty much gone. they said they'd roll another one and i could have some of that.

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disappointed with the turn out, it was still early and again i had nothing to do. when the movie ended i got up and just as i left the row in which i was seated, peter came running through to me. "stephany!" he called out as i turned my head. he was smiling big and that made me smile. "it's pete!" i said. we talked for a bit and he asked me what i was up to for the night, to which i replyed vaguely, hinting perhaps we could hang out. i asked him the same question "yeah not much. i'll probably just go for a drive with edward, nothing better to do". i was surprised and saddened. why would he not want to hang out with me? i just said i wasn't doing anything. we walked out of the cinemas and it was raining. there was edwards giant black monster truck/car hybrid thing [it actually looked pretty fun]. tim was there too. pete jumped in edwards car and they drove off. i became slightly more hopeful when they did a u-turn and drove past me again, but that was only for pete to call out his goodbye to me. i wondered why he would leave me stranded here, alone in the stormy night. i forced a smile and walked down the empty forest rd in the dismal, heavy rain.


posted by: bunnyfarm on 2008-09-16 @ 12:26 p.m.
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